Tonight I was watching Lucas fall asleep and I felt and overwhelming sense of happiness. I don't know if it's lack of sleep from the daylight savings time or being at the end of the pregnancy but I was so happy. I had to fight with Lucas to have a little "me" time while he fell asleep. I would go up and check him and he would tell me I love you too, and rub my arm, when I'd leave he'd cry and want mommy. The last time I went up he was just drifting into sleep and I sat up their and watched him sleep. While watching him I couldn't help feel that I am living the best time of my life. Your heart is so full of the love you have for your kids. Of all the things I have experienced in my short life, nothing has made me as happy. You feel such pride when they can read letters on the ketchup bottle or they sing songs with you. I'm so looking forward to doing that all again with our new one. I worked this weekend and was talking to all the single ladies about traveling, which I love to do and was feeling a little envious of the travels they have planned. But watching my angel sleep made me realized to not wish my life away and know that I am living the best time of my life.
Cheers to the best times of my life.